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1月30日

我可怜的小鼻子

这什么世道呀?在2007年的1月份,好不容易和共处了近半个月的感冒大哥划清界限,居然在同一个月的倒数第三天他这个坏蛋又缠上我了,555555555 .谁来拯救我这只落单的孤雁?

在我有限的记忆中,我属于那种身体倍儿棒,精力超级过剩的快乐精灵,大家的开心果,面对困难既有阿Q哥哥的自我安慰精神,也有鲁迅大师所说的直面惨淡人生的勇气和豪情壮志。可我这一个月来算是栽倒了,被个小小的感冒病毒virus给折腾得自我怀疑了。想想人这么大的个体居然经不起肉眼根本就看不到的细菌的亲密骚扰,真是一物降一物。

为了防止出现朋友所说的药物依赖或药物抗体的不良状况,我决定继续我的精神胜利法。今天得听着李克勤的my Shirley早早忽忽去,明天还有tons of work waiting for me。有了这么忙碌的生活我想不充实都不行呀。

好了,不墨迹了。去梦里和某某人约会去咯J

1月27日

lazybone

   最近变得原来越懒了,什么都不想干,整天就沉溺在电影和音乐的世界里。
 
   盼星星盼月亮,终于盼到了来之不易的两天休息(其中有一天还是骗来的)
 
   工作后,“每天睡到自然醒”已经成了水中月,镜中花,可望不可及。
 
   可是当我真正拥有了这么多自由的时间时,我还真一头雾水不知该干点什么才对得起我那么辛苦的工作
 
   也许是想干的事情太多了,我居然就这么傻傻的整天呆在家里看电影听音乐,白白辜负了太阳公公的劳动
 
   明天似乎要干的事情很多,今天就当是养精蓄锐吧。
  
  

a story that i love very much

One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.

The people stared how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space in my heart. So now do you see what true beauty is? "

The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands.

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges. The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his. They embraced and walked away side by side.

   给予爱的心伤痕累累却美丽

love? freedom? what am i living for?

      有人说“生命诚可贵,爱情价更高。”爱情是什么?在爱里能有些什么?看了太多的故事及身边的人和事,我越来越困惑与彷徨。一直梦想着能成为拥有水晶鞋的灰姑娘或是被王子吻醒的睡美人,经历了那么多的事情后才恍然大悟,真爱是可遇不可求的。爱我的人我不爱,我爱的人不爱我,这已经够让人伤心了。而彼此深爱的一对却不能在一起又更让人心碎。

      当一份爱情要一方小心翼翼的维护,当爱里包含了太多太多的欺骗,当爱里有太多太多没能实现的诺言,当无尽的期盼换来的是争吵,当爱情与现实有冲突,当两人都曾被深深伤害过,当在爱里的人身心俱惫时,当泪水多过欢笑时,当面对彼此必须强颜欢笑时,这样的爱情该何去何从?该坚持继续自我欺骗?还是该放弃还自己一份真实?是走是留,听天由命。

苦苦的寻觅,耐心的等待,以为奇迹总有一天会发生。可造化弄人,对的时间遇不到对的人,对的人没有在对的时间遇到。终于知道惊天地泣鬼神轰轰烈烈天长地久的爱情只有电影才有,从此王子和公主过着幸福的生活仅能在小说里出现。丑小鸭永远不可能变成美丽的天鹅,灰姑娘也只能一辈子活在灰色世界里顾影自怜。

生活就是两个人凑在一块过日子,爱与不爱不重要,日久总能生情,何况还有法律道德的约束和亲情责任的重压。不是有很多这样的家庭也很和睦很幸福吗,还能评上五好家庭呢。

爱过恨过,甜蜜过痛苦过,拥有过失去了,爱人不如爱自己。

生命诚可贵,爱情价更高。若为自由故,两者皆可抛。
1月22日

如期而来的失望

刚看完传说得沸沸扬扬的张大导演的“满城尽带黄金甲”,我真的很同情巩俐阿姨。这么一大把年纪了,还要那样抛头露面的混饭吃,真是太不容易了。在咱老百姓心目中无比神圣的老谋子,我可是不敢恭维了。他最近几年的大作,从“卧虎藏龙”到“英雄”到“无极”再到如今风靡全国,乃至全世界的“黄金甲”,耗资越来越多,阵容越来越强大,同时商业气息也越来越浓,观众的期待值越来越高,收获的失望也越来越多。我就是那众多的受伤者之一,555

其实他早年有很多好的电影,感动了一大批的善良如我的人儿。如今真正能深入人心的好电影已经寥寥可数了,除了最近看的“父子”和“暖春”,能给我留下深刻印象就是“一样的天空”,“我的父亲母亲”,“一个也不能少”,“美丽的大脚”以及“和你在一起”,而他们是由不同的导演在不同的时期拍摄的,且基本是很久很久以前的美好回忆了(喜剧片除外)。数不清的大片,包括绝大部分的获奖影片,我猜卖点不在故事情节而在艺术手法和耀眼的明星们。这是导演的悲哀,更是中国电影业的悲哀。为了迎合大众口味而放弃的艺术追求,除了惋惜我别无他言。(可幸的是新生代的导演们和为数不多的资深元老们依然能坚守圣地耐住清贫……——……)

请给我三分钟缅怀……

 

1月16日

下雪啦

妈妈刚刚告诉我说外面下雪了。好奇的我推开窗户一看,哎呀我的妈妈,眼前是一片银妆素裹的世界(其实是因为天太黑了,呵呵)。已经好几年没有见过飘舞的雪花了,今天真是奇迹出现了。

当我从电视上得知北方下雪的时候,心里那个羡慕劲就别提了。恨不得立刻长出一对翅膀飞向那洁白无暇的冰的世界。尤其是听了“挑战主持人”里一个楚楚动人的女孩一边弹奏着钢琴一边娓娓道来冰城的美,当时的我就被深深地打动了。不仅仅是她的温婉和柔情,更重要的是她描述的梦幻般的世界。那个离我久远的世界里有我童年的美好回忆和少年的点点滴滴,一切都是感人至深值得永远怀念的。

在这样寂静的深夜里,有朋友告诉我说他没来由的觉得寂寞。其实我深有同感。寂寞与身边是否有人陪伴无关,寂寞是一种感觉,一种很美很美却无法言语的内心感受。如果你偶尔还能感受寂寞,恭喜你,那说明你还是一个有能力思考的人,你还没有完全被外面的五彩缤纷的物欲世界所吞噬。享受孤独,享受寂寞。

今天得早点休息,养足精神准备明天的雪战,哈哈:)

Changeable weather

Oh, my Goddess!!! It is becoming colder and colder these days. It is said that it snowed in my village. Though it is exciting, you would have different feeling if you caught a bad cold like I do. I’m running a high fever, coughing and even have trouble in breathing during the daytime and at night.I haven't caught a cold like this for half a year.  Everything is messed up. I feel sleepy in the classes and I’m suffering from loss of memory now. When I’m reading an article or watching tv/films, I feel like I am sitting on a train or an earthquake happening nearby, far from a simple headache. The most troublesome thing is that I can talk as long as I want to, because the nasal mucus will embarrass me halfway. As a result, I have to hurry out to the office while the students are doing exercises. What a terrific flu!!!

As far as I can remember, it is reported that thousands of people in Beijing, Shangxi or some other places in Northern China are running to the hospital to cure their flu. The doctors are sharing the responsibility of taking care of the patients, which makes them work more than 10 hours a day for too many anxious affected children and elderly people are waiting outside the office. This serious phenomenon attracted the attention of many people, including doctors, experts, and reporters. Doctors suggest that we are safe as long as we wash our hands frequently and keep away from the crowds. Respirators are needed if you wanna go to the crowded public places.

The film I am watching is named Nuan Chun, a very moving film about a poor little girl called Xiao Hua adopted by a warm-hearted grandpa. Tears are flooding my face while I am watching it. The little girl has gone through a lot after her mom and grandma died. Luckily, the majorities of villagers around her are nice to her and help her a lot when she is in trouble or feels desperate. The story has a happy ending as I expected. I was often told that we shouldn’t trust strangers too much, for there are too many liars. To my delight, I still have my belief that people are born friendly. Tons of stories taking place in this world are convincing us that love is everywhere if we have love in our heart.

Tomorrow is another day. Just cheer up.

1月14日

About getting fat

Eat less and exercise more—it has long been the mantra for shedding those extra pounds. But now it seems that all the work may have been in vain.

Scientists say there are some other reasons why people just keep getting bigger. They claim that sleeping habits, central heating, medicines and even some pollutants can play a role in weight gain. Traditionally, health practitioners have focused on diet and exercise—and a large dose of willpower—to treat the problem. However, the scientists from top U.S. and Canadian universities say that these other factors must be considered.

Lack of sleep could be partly to blame. In recent years, the average night’s sleep has dropped from nine hours to just seven.

Sleep deprivation alters levels of the hormones that regulate food intake and body fat and increase hunger and appetite.

If it is too hot or too cold, we burn calories to cool down or heat up. But if the temperate is just right, the calories may be turned into body fat instead.

Those who take beta-blockers to control their blood pressure can often put on 31b. Similarly, studies have shown that going on the Pill can add 111b to a woman’s weight.

Mother Nature may also be to blame, with our body shape being partly inherited. The overweight is also more likely to settle with partners of a similar size, and their children are more likely to be obese.

And the use of pollutants is on the rise, say the researchers. The man-made chemicals in pesticides and plastics can interfere with our hormones and lead to weight again.

Your mother’s age and your weight at birth are also important, with older women more likely to have obese children and underweight babies having a bigger chance of being obese in later life.

We also tend to put on weight, as we get older. Finally, giving up smoking can also help pile on the pounds. This is because nicotine suppresses the appetite.

Knowing this, my students and I were shocked and held a heated discussion about how to lead a happy and healthy life. There is good news for us because it is said that pepper is useful to keep slim, which is quite welcome and popular here in my province.J Hope it can be true. Then we don’t need to worry too much about it as long as we are doing regular exercise, having a balanced and healthy diet and having good and enough sleep.
1月12日

年夜饭

  年夜饭,中国人永恒的话题。据媒体报道有的酒店已经预定了2008的年夜饭,更不用说今年的饭店有多火暴了。借此良机,不少“头脑灵活”的商家就开动歪脑筋,想了不少赚钱的招。不允许自带酒水和付开瓶费是众所周知的。现在又多出了一条:年夜饭必须在规定的时间内吃成,以便给预定了下一个时段的家族享受有人服务的团圆盛宴。

其实行业垄断在中国并不少见,从电信到交通到金融到房地产到关系民生大计的各行各业各个领域。无权无势的小小老板姓就只有伸着脖子任人宰割了,心里有一大堆的苦水无处吐。唯一可行的就是发发小牢骚,或许还有一小部分的“勇敢的”人会把文字发表在报刊杂志上,也许有的煤体也曾“深情的”呼吁过。可结果如何呢?国人并未看到任何改变,我们依然处于“水深火热”中。两次N721的悲惨经历让我对咱们的交通运输部门彻底绝望了。

有多少中国的政府职能部门或者政府官员们是真正为民办事?有多少中国的政府职能部门或者政府官员们真正地恰当的行使了人民赋予的神圣权利?有多少中国的政府职能部门或者政府官员们把咱们纳税人的钱用到了该用的地方?

1月8日

想幸福?修炼这些气质吧

1. 只有具备一种修为的女人,才能真正流露幸福气质,那就是:兰心惠质。

    2. 女人的幸福气质是悠闲自得,润泽满足,归根结底,是有人爱也被人爱,是内心里的塌实和满足。

    3. 越简单的心思越容易获得幸福,总是一脸猜疑的女人,不可能获得幸福。

    4. 贪欲在脸上过于明显的女人,幸福即便来到,也感受不到。也就是说欲望越多,对幸福的感知能力越弱。

    5. 没有朋友,不与人分享快乐和肯定的人,是可怜的人。

    6. 得不到信任,也没有人赞扬和肯定的人,是可怜的人。

    7. 不信宿命,坚持要把命运掌握在自己手心的人离幸福最近。

    8. 用母性征服男人永远是女人最大的成功,也是女人征服世界的前提,这是女人从男人那里获得幸福的真正利器。

    9. 如果女人一定要从男人那里获得幸福,那么对男人不要一开始就设定苛刻的高度,女人横杆越矮,幸福越满。

    10. 聪明却不擅包容,将导致一种尖刻的气质。聪明且包容的女人,就是具有幸福气质的女人。

本人十分幸运地具备了其中的好几条,因此如今是幸福的迷糊着,迷糊的幸福着。

      

年终反思

It is a miracle but I made it. It was impossible for me to keep doing sports continually for a week in the past year, but I have done it in the past four days. It is Pity that I cant keep it on in the next five days. Gotta go to another city for some reason.

真不敢想象我这样的懒宝宝居然坚持了好几天——慢跑,羽毛球,篮球,呼啦圈——见什么练习什么,虽然有的以前我从没碰过。大汗淋漓地跑回家,痛痛快快地洗个热水澡,神清气爽听听新闻了解大事小事身边事,舒舒服服地吃完温馨餐,开开心心地上网聊天唱歌看电影,日子就这样悄无声息地溜走,转眼就到了2007年了。

有人要我为我的2006打分,我想我可以给自己90分。虽然一切并不是那么完美,可我已心存感激了。老天待我不薄,一切相当顺利。唯一的遗憾就是我可怜的嫂嫂,一年之内三次住进医院被残酷地推上了手术台。如果可以,我真的希望我能替她承担一份痛苦。为什么人与人的命不一样呢?为什么我的好运不能给她分享呢?为什么我们还相隔那么遥远以至我都不能照顾她一丝一毫?为什么?

现在我真切地感受了“父母在不远游”是很有道理的。不仅仅是子女可以照顾父母,父母也可以适时地在需要的时候给予我们帮助。人生的经验总结是不可能用金钱来衡量的,因为那是用金钱买不到的宝贝呢。现在的我忽然觉得家庭和健康是必须第一考虑的要素。愿天下所有人家庭如我幸福,身体似我结实,让该死的医院喝西北风去:)

ps:原应发于2006年12月31日,因地震及外出拖延至今,看来离new resolution 也不远了,西西
 
 
1月5日

回家真好

历经了近12小时的颠簸,我又回到了我温暖的小窝。虽然一时还难以适应家里寒冷的气候,可毕竟金窝银窝不如自己家的窝温暖。此去深圳有几许遗憾几许收获,几多感慨几多触动,以后一一报告。轻松了几天回家又该好好工作咯。

   
    走进熟悉的教室看到熟悉的面孔,听到孩子们用童真的声音说着想念我,感觉特别满足。回家还听说去年学生考得不错,我的心就飞翔起来了。需要报告的事情太多还是留待以后再细细道来。忽忽先:)