人生不是铅笔字，橡皮擦不掉，我要用钢笔写下每个无论令自己满意与否的字符，即使将来遇水融化或后悔写下

Life is not like pencil-written words. It can’t be deleted by erasers. I want to write every word with a pen whether it can satisfy me or not. I will hold on to it though it will be melt or make me feel regretful  这是帮一朋友翻译的文字，总觉得问题多多。算了，凑合凑合吧

Our class has recently held a heated discussion about the “Super Girls” phenomenon, which was hot news in 2005. The students show their different opinions about it.

62 percent of the students stand up for “Super Girls”, especially their admiring ones. One of the reasons is that it’s a good chance provided for those who have a talent for singing to show themselves at large. Another reason is that new singers can gain more experience and it can promote the development of music. Through the performance they can strengthen their sense of competition and independence.

Certainly every coin has two sides. The rest of the students hold the view that it takes them too much time and energy to sign up for participating in it. Besides it will mislead some students to worship their idols blindly. To make matters worse, many such students develop an idea that they can become famous overnight without too much efforts and pains. Thus, they can’t focus their attention on study.Personally, good health lies in both balanced diet and regular exercise. Similarly, becoming a singer calls for both talent and hard working. Attending the “Super Girl can surpass our study which is the most important target for us at that moment.

What a tiring day it is today! I bet I have worked at least 12 hours from 6:40am to 9:40pm except 4 hours’ lunch and super break and I feel exhausted these days because I have worked too hard this year without a simple break.

Long hours’ working and tedious meetings, this is the routine for the teachers in my school. When some of my colleagues were chatting in the office, they complained the tense pressure and endless tiresome work while the students don’t really appreciate their efforts. In the meanwhile, they realized that they should have put more attention and efforts to their family life, esp. their child. Though I have no child to worry about, I think I should care more about my health and life quality. Get more time to relax myself and stay longer with my family member, including close friends.

Which is more important to us normal people, job or family? Maybe the answers differ from person to person and from time to time. For me at this moment, work comes first in my list since I am still young and it is time for me to get some achievements. But after I have my own child, I am certain that I will totally change my mind as my friends have told me. Although I adopted some modern thoughts and life style, I am still traditional in my deep heart. I think it my duty to take care of my baby and educate him/her myself. It is kinda weird that I thought I would never want a baby when I was a college student. Things have changed after I saw so many cute babies in my neighborhood. I thought I didn’t like kids at all.

That’s right. Everything can be changed, not to mention love. Forget about the unhappy things and go on with your life.

很多时候，当人们在抱怨学生负担太重，高考的独木桥难挤，学校教育理念滞后，教学方法老旧时，首当其冲的是无辜又无奈的教师一族。需不知，其实教师同样属于弱势群体等待救援，有谁真正在乎过他们的呼声？

曾记得，我从象牙塔走出又踏入另一所校门，听到的看到的一切全部告诉我：中国的教育体制需要彻头彻尾的改革，否则素质教育叫得再响亮也永远治标不治本。模范教师必须是倒在三尺讲坛或置家人自我的一切于不顾，最后家庭终于破碎的“好”老师。有了这样的榜样，我等岂能不紧随其后舍身忘我的献身这太阳下“最光辉”的事业？更何况，当学校和社会对于教师的评价是以考试成绩衡量，机制偏离轨道的时候，我等又怎能放过手中的一兵一卒？

中国仍是一个农业大国，有9亿农民。而对于绝大多数的农民子弟来说，能跳龙门的方式依然是读书考大学。为了实现孩子们梦想帮助他们改变命运，教师们使出浑身解数，不分昼夜的投入了教学。有古训曰：“勤能补拙是良训”；“书山有路勤为径，学海无涯苦作舟”；“笨鸟先飞”……于是乎，从校领导到教员到学生到家长，奉拼命学习而得以高飞的人物为神明。“填鸭式”教学长盛不衰，受罪的不止是学生，还有老师。他们生怕浪费时间，于是一切包办，结果学生慢慢地丧失了自主学习的能力。当他们真正拥有机会自由安排时间时，我看到的是手足无措或一脸茫然。可悲的一代又一代的学子们…… 也许只有当人人都有机会接受大学教育时，我们才能还孩子们一个无忧无虑的快乐童年和美好未来。

 It is the test system, rather than the teachers, that is to blame for the heavy burden of the middle school students.

“老婆”说明书：

　　【品名】俗称老婆，正式场合可称妻子或内人；现亦叫达令。

　　【化学名称】woman

　　【成分】水、血液和脂肪类碳水化合物，气味幽香。

　　【理化性质】性质活泼，根据情况可分为一价（嫁）、二价（嫁）、三价（嫁）。。。。n价（嫁）。易溶于蜜语、甜言；在真情、钻石，金钱、豪宅的催化下熔点降低。难溶于白丁

　　【性状】本品为可乐状的

just for fun. hope to see the smile on ur face.

前清时期坐过堂,北洋军中扛过枪;

武昌城里落过荒,北伐战争帮过忙;
军阀混战称过王,南昌外围受过伤;

万里长征翻过墙,敌后抗战偷过羊;
决战平津扒过房,横渡长江喝过汤;

鸭绿江边喂过狼,炮击金门擦过膛;
自卫还击骂过娘,改革开放扫过黄.

谁还敢和我比资历?!!

If I could catch a rainbow

I would do it just for you

And share with its beauty

On the days you’re feeling blue.

 
If I could build a mountain

You could call your very own

A place to find serenity

 
A place to be alone.

 
If I could take your troubles

I would toss them into the sea

 
But all these things I’m finding

Are impossible for me.

 
I cannot build a mountain

Or catch a rainbow fair

 
But let me be what I know best

A friend that’s always there.

《如果我能留住彩虹》

如果我能留住彩虹

我将只为你一个人挽留

在你感到忧伤的日子

与你分享它的美丽

如果我能建造大山

你尽可把它当成你自己的

体验宁静的空间

独处的地方

如果我能带走你的烦恼

我会把它们通通扔进大海

然而我发现所有这些事情

我都无能为力

我建不成一座大山

也留不住彩虹的美丽

就让我做你最好的朋友吧

永远与你相伴

 

This is the poem I read in the chat room tonight. Though I didn’t do it as well as I expected, I was pleased to find it. Anyway, practice makes perfect. I love it.

How time flies! It was two years ago that I asked one of my net-friends whether he was in love with someone. He answered me immediately: “ nope, I am enjoying the freedom of being alone and want to keep on with it.” To my great surprise, I was told he has a one-year old son when I met him sometime this year. His asking, “how come you are still living the same life as before”, shocked me?

What a shame! So many things have been changed but not my life attitude. In my deep thought, I am still the naïve girl in college and don’t want to shoulder the responsibility of being an independent adult.

On the second day of this Spring Festival, my dearest mum had a serious talk with me. She assigned me a task that I have to accomplish in 2007. All at once, I realized what I am and what I should do to make my parents stop worrying about me. I know I am addicted to the love and care from my parents and friends around. I must learn to become mature and how to handle things all by myself

网上一个你，网上一个我，一根细长的网线将世界两端的你我连接。通过各种各样的方式，你我由陌生到相识相知再相恋，一切似乎水到渠成。关于网恋，我听过无数凄美动人的故事，而天生浪漫爱幻想的我自然难逃此“劫”。

 

（一）

从最初接触网络至今已历时八年，我也已经从网络菜鸟晋升为网虫或网络杀手。首次触网的我如初进大观园的刘姥姥，看啥都新鲜刺激，再加上当时感情受到伤害，我便趁机借网络来麻痹自我。也许是当时的心太脆弱太容易被打动，很快我就被一个幽默机灵、善解人意的男孩所吸引。他说不完道不尽的笑话和感人的故事以及他优美的文字陪我度过了那段感情的困难时期。我的生活重新燃起了希望之光，我又重拾往日开朗的笑声。与此同时，他成了我继续微笑的动力。为了能和他多呆一会多聊一会，我已经记不清在电脑前度过了多少个通宵。上网查邮件，开QQ聊天，煲电话粥，写日记，这些都成了我每天的必修课。室友曾打趣说我俩为电信事业做出了巨大的贡献。至今，那叠厚厚的电话卡成了这段感情最真实的见证。那时年轻的我们似乎着了魔，除了上课，其他时间都想着念着，梦里还候着梦着。网络塞车了，邮箱爆炸了，电话着火了……曾那么讨厌作文课的我居然爱上了写作，还曾写了好几个日记本本，文字还相当优美，至少感动了我和他。沉溺于这份情感中不能自拔，我不顾好友的劝告，在相恋一年半后，毅然决然地只身北上奔他而去。

虽然是第一次坐火车出远门，可我却没有丝毫的担忧和后悔。“青蛙”就“青蛙”，我不在乎他的外貌，因为我看中的是他的才华和品性。一路颠簸15个小时，我安全地到达北京西站。没有做任何停留，尽管我北京是我一直向往的圣地。坐公交，在北京站顺利的又登上了另一趟火车直奔他的学校而去。该庆幸的是，一向迷糊的我竟然没有迷路也没有被骗，幸运的在第二天的傍晚时分见到了日思夜想的他。在陌生的火车站旁的饮食店里，远远地，我看到一个如白马王子般高大英俊的阳光男孩向我走来，内心便认定了是他。上天保佑，我的预感是对的。在那个还没有网络摄象机的时代，初次见面的我们没有任何陌生感，倒像是一对认识许久许久的老友般亲切自然。

在他学校附近安顿下来后，我居然还精力充沛地参观了他的大学—— 一座古老而久负盛名的高等学府。第二天，他隆重地以女朋友的身份将我介绍给了他的一大帮好哥们，言语间不乏自豪和幸福。在短短一周相聚的日子里，美好的回忆却充溢了我的一生。微风轻拂、柔软细腻的海滩边有我们嬉戏打闹的身影；天下第一关的楼上有我们相互依偎豪情万丈地呐喊；万里长城的源头，我们不畏艰难一路高歌地登上了最高处；北戴河边悠闲地拾贝壳捡海螺；海产市场里精心地淘宝贝；南戴河游乐场里的惊声尖叫和开怀大笑；校园里处处可寻我们留下的足迹……

幸福的日子总是过得飞快，返校的时刻马上就到了。他深情的眼泪和苦苦哀求让我一再推迟回程不忍离去。泪眼朦胧中，我看到他追着火车跑了很远很远……

 

（二）

没有如室友预料的那样“见光死”的我们，恋情进一步升级且十分稳定，大有“非君不嫁，非汝不娶”的架势。同时我俩的恋情已由地下转为公开，并正式通知了父母。素以民主著称的我的父母自然尊重我的选择，只是告诫我要好好珍惜。

时光荏苒，又是一年过去了。远方的他好像感觉到了我即将抵挡不住身边追求者的猛烈攻势，毫不犹豫地请假南下挽救爱情。见到风尘仆仆日益憔悴的他，我心疼了，也更坚定了要走下去的信念。要知道，为了能更好的照顾我接近我，他努力劝服了他表弟以近700的高分放弃了最好的大学而选择了我邻校的本硕博连读班。（当然专业是全国数一数二的，否则我和他都会愧疚一辈子的。）相恋近三年的第二次见面，我们异常兴奋，几乎每时每刻都粘在一起可仍嫌不够。好似世界末日来临般，我们想燃尽体内的激情来用心记住对方挽留时光。那种疯狂的爱恋深深地烙在我的记忆中，风吹不散，火烧不掉，水浇不灭。期间，我们遍历了长沙的各大景点，品尝了所有的风味小吃，尝试了各种新奇玩意，实现了他陪我打球我为他加油喝彩的心愿。

他就是我找寻了一生的另一半，是命中注定的亚当。他的身上凝聚了北方男孩的豪爽仗义和南方男孩的细心体贴，偶尔还很调皮但很深情，睡梦中如婴儿般甜甜的笑以及对我的真心依恋，一切的一切都是那么深深地吸引我打动我，使我彻底迷失自我。离别时，站台上热情相拥，深情相吻，嚎啕大哭，终于了解心碎是怎样的感受。

徐徐启动的火车带走了我深爱的他，随之带走的还有我的心，我的思念。不知过了多久，神情恍惚的我如僵尸样回到了寝室，脸上仍挂着抹不去的泪痕。第二天，他来电话说，我伤心的眼泪几乎使他中途返航。可为了将来能更长久的相守，我们必须先完成学业，继续在相思河畔相望。

 

（三）

一眨眼就该大学毕业了。想继续深造的我和急于工作的他有了第一次的意见冲突。为此，我们商量了很多次。要么我去他工作的城市读研，要么他来我求学的地方谋生。可计划赶不上变化，毕业前夕我被告之我一直深爱并景仰的父亲病倒了，一时半会还好不了。承受了太多痛苦和压力的母亲虽然支持我追求自己的幸福，可她日益苍老的面容和饱经风霜的双肩已不如往日挺拔。她需要儿女的支持和保护，可哥哥远在千里之外工作，无法照顾家庭。此时，唯一能担此重任的就只有我了。一直在父母的宠爱中幸福快乐成长的我一时慌了，不知未来该如何抉择。听到这个消息，他立刻决定过来陪伴我，可屋漏偏逢连夜雨。听说家中的独子要远离家乡工作，他父亲一时难以接受，心脏病发作住院了。

那时的我很无助也很矛盾。万事孝为先，我选择了亲情，也不想他做逆子。在毕业那年的情人节，我噙着泪水却冷若冰霜地和他告别了。不等他有任何反应我果决地挂上电话，消失在他熟悉的世界里，即使近在咫尺的表弟也找不到他的“姐姐”了。我静静地在黑暗中远远地看着他快要发疯的满世界找寻。寝室的电话整天响个不停，每一个我的好友他都问遍，QQ上的信息时刻闪动，邮箱里的情书每天不断，表弟代送的玫瑰鲜红欲滴地遍布我的桌子和床头。可我就像看电影似的，在感动泪流之后仍执意不肯给他任何消息。

 

（四）

造化弄人，我阴差阳错地又放弃了深造的机会，在毕业前几天选择回到家乡工作，希望能就近照顾家人。他在几个月翻天覆地的搜寻和等待后，带着遗憾回到了他父亲曾经工作过的城市。

在工作半年后的某一天，我接到一个陌生的电话却听到了一个熟悉得不能再熟悉的声音。是他，真的是他！惊喜过后我迅速冷静下来，既然今生不能在一起又何必给他希望呢？第二天，我换了电话号码，给他留言祝福后从网络也彻彻底底的消失了。

后来，从好友处断断续续的听说他仍在找我等我，并向她诉说了他的痛苦和无奈。可已接受了命运安排，向现实低头的我只能将那份思念深埋心底……